"that's it i was like my career is over i had like no confidence or no i was like a shell of like my former self you don't often get to hear about the real human implications of cancer culture you don'..."

"so jack um i did a lot of research on you and your your background what you're into the work you do and your sort of professional endeavors are quite eclectic that you know it's hard to pin down wheth..."

"yeah your first experience on tv mainstream tv was that your celeb yeah how did you feel you get the phone call um i didn't think it was and i honestly did not think i was gonna get on it whatsoever b..."

"i'd left but i didn't so i was seeing things on my phone i was like what the hell just like everyone was just like you know i hope you're okay like i can't believe this and all that and i'm like oh my..."

"did you pick ptsd i think i read that somewhere yeah so it was like um so like i said i wasn't facing it for ages and then like a year later or like 18 months later yeah i just started feeling like aw..."

"and then yeah sas wanted me that was like what channel is that uh channel four channel four call you in there yeah yeah i want jack to do you're up sas i hadn't done any tv since when you find out how..."

"there i got to scotland and like the morning of i tried to like pull out they took again when we got there they took our phones off because we baked that you know just can't we see everyone who's on t..."

"where are you at now in your life in terms of career in terms of your mental health in terms of your personal situation yeah like mental health i feel pretty good like right now i definitely have my d..."

"so i hear talking about lockdown i heard you um you got a little bit of relationship over lockdown which is um yeah seems a lot of a relationship yeah we were talking about this before we started reco..."

"want to be you um i think the main one i'd probably say is there's like a lot of pressure like but i'm the one putting that pressure on myself no one's putting pressure on me but it's just a lot of li..."

"off and i don't want to apply extra pressure here but when you look forward at your the next i don't know 20 years of your life how in your mind do you see that kind of playing out i don't mean like i..."